I hate being long... at all

Every time I take a significant long position... I just have nightmares in this market that we will crash imminently.... Just straight down.... It's an irrational fear.... and new to this market, but I'm starting to feel like I should start thinking 50% long 50% short, instead of net short.

I always make mistakes on Fridays... I should just not trade.... We will see, I like the stock I purchased, the value was great.... 7% dividend at this level.... maybe I can keep it.


so..... I was working up some charts... but I'm tired... and I'm driving myself crazy with wave counts.....